January 2009
The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you.
– Unknown (via kari-shma)
i've always admired
those who have exceptional self-control. if someone, on the inside, is exploding, but keep their demeanor on the outside. i believe that is a very notable trait that i would love to have for myself. but i’m not like that at all. if i’m shaking on the inside, im shaking on the outside. if i want to hold back saying something, its painfully written across my face.
it’s just...
and i can't understand
how everyone goes on breathing when true love ends
When you left, I lost a part of me.
– We Belong Together by Mariah Carey (via lyricallysomething)
watch music on television
for some reason i’ve started to actually pay attention in my classes. the hole i was kind of in is slowly disappearing. i can feel my mind literally lifting with relief. it might be too late for me to start paying attention in class, but i guess it’s never too late to feel better. maybe i can deal with, you know, ‘it’, now.
i think there’s a point in time that...
Everything works in your arms.
– Come on Get Higher by Matt Nathanson (via lyricallysomething)
it's the age of princesses and pirate ships
i’ve realized how people use excuses to soothe their stresses. it’s common to make up things that keep us in our comfort zone.
“well, i’m going to college in a few months.”
this is what EVERY kid in their senior year that i know uses to get themselves out of tight emotional spots. i have to admit that i use this excuse as well. especially with boys, especially when...
i spend too much of my life
crying over people. caring about what they think. longing for acceptance. not accepting my own opinion. not loving myself.
wishing you were back with me.
i love you so fucking much. i’ll let you know one day
I hate to break this to you, but being a coward is not a legitimate career.
– thespillcanvas
sometimes it takes
more than one try, to get something right.
right?